Even if you die in the middle of everyone staring at it. Its every human all around, you having a conversation clearly per word says or sound.
The scandle.
The bad name or the bad reputation.
You got slant over whom's too innocent name with you as side by.
World 6
The social media interaction
World 7
Someone being instructional
So this far...no one be just one human inside a space, and no one knows, or we Asian only know how small the Asian apartment to sound like we get used to. In America, how big that one house over the bill. For one person finally finally finally finally to be left inside indoor, to any paper she scribble on, the painting, or drawing, or highlight. Her own seeing, and finally everyone left those scene, she finally pile up those waiting time rush in rush out of the door to the car driving somewhere. No one got told one things its in that piece of paper, or including the Harry Potter those negative water, or the negative blackness of anything you can find in the Barns & Noble, just trying that basement.
She will be on a deck of those festivity + a table of the human existing. 3, one is a couple, and one is supposed to be with her. She start to talking very very stern eye sight, how wrong this guy doesn't know what he does. He never puts the wrong manner in front of his own friends. Let's say those are the true scene.
To that if he is not around like before,....she had some leisure things to do, a very plain house, just by herself with a table these, she hurried to put away the paper, and he slam that door behind her back, she didn't even greet him at the door. She is so hurried with these paper. And when those coffee shop scene of the outdoor deck, becoming so hatred from her eyes to any conversation why she doesn't keep her mouth shut .....she withdraw of that one hobby she ever had. With or without that guy or that tall man.
She keeps writing that piece of the papers, or re-write. The life has no orientation of a goal. Every outdoor noise cease. Meaning she found her brain or soul something is occupying her attention. She waited this hour for so long.
Maybe even now = when all these people will get out of her house, she will be able to prepare these paper hurried away, no one understands her. She is too precious to be understood.
On the Opposite world
If I am a girl that doesn't have any career or anything on the TV, other than just move there, writing one person's paper, and be just stern to any of this guy as a group. They cannot but answer the door let's say. But it will never be a pleasant conversation. Its just because.
It exists.
Its a harsh existence of a girl talking to a guy. Any guy, but its a knock on the door repeating this. "Do you have time ? This is the 20th time we talking about this."
20 times walking that stair of the house. Its not an empty home such as seeing no more human.
Anything undesirable, do you ever have the near death experience?
In the end of life. Still too far? Not those neighbor's passing, these will be the senior community everyone above 55 years old such as those North Tonawanda, you searching the affordable housing in that tiny money, its a very chill feeling when you going in, its every sickness evolve, you might even thinking you understand your own mirror image, but that hallway, its that the paint of the tile with the senior care lightening....
At night, those luminate device, what light that is, in a pale green light?
No one will know if I am saying the Truth, near UB there is a Tonawanda to North Tonawanda other than that Brady whom I guess not sure whom else that area to work or drive all the time that area.
In the local UB, or those off campus housing James, when he was alive and well that time, those TV ads about North Tonawanda car dealership, or that is Northern plaza, one of those?
Not the movie: Above the Clouds.
These car dealership they cash per month with their salary, looking different when any girl like you if walking in to imagine a car. You done so yet? A luxury life. You will have told me, none of them with the dress shirt standing healthy, or talking with the voice on, or clearly a vibrant in-door office those look, with the customers coming in, near that UB highway, South campus to the North campus, of all those healthy seeing, with near by the human and the dress shirt, no one looks like that ghosty.
All of the dealership. There is a flag, there is the advertising, there is the wind, there are endless car, and the car key, a board, a pen, a sign place, a healthy looking person has to be present when he tried to sell the car.
How come the human has to look healthy to exist on any job, and you are?
For saying holding hands and walking along something, a real kitchen relationship. You need to stare at your money, or the study, or the jail time....and all that didn't fruition when you didn't pass any exam, and their older generation of your parents lost their face and time. Meaning the grey white hair. You wishing, its a high school, you wish its all the TV or the monitor, but until you will be 65 years old....you wishing that time your parents would have told you at this time, not after they pass away.
Inside your life, never once anymore.....you never have one guy walking inside your life drifting that memory away, you aging and you will die.
Every movies lies such as the Devil Wear Prada, no matter you watching that 100th times.
Every new couple of the Disney lied, no matter you know them personal singing those word in the song.
Every new generation makes you angry, because you feel getting further and further again. They seems to have so much fun inside their own circle, inside that togetherness inside those frames, including the couple holdiing the hands, such as the Asian in any countries.
You wish something was real. What thing you wish to be real, you don't dare to think, because not literally one word a guy saying back to you to keep in contact. I don't really know, okay ....if those you all get put inside a room, and with everyone killing each other to that senior care must be separate like the Harry Potter Scene. Not in the same classroom.
These people having a conversation inside this 4 point frames, they are laughing, they have the back behind scene, they have the curtain of that life so vivid. You are at home, if the parents gone, your brother won't be talking to you one word.
Nice even a tea, if you and him can both going out in the same hair, or he just too careless anything you can see him aged.
But this per video clips you can keep click on it. You listen to your ITune, or the movie inside the ITune, you literally temporarily til your bed time might be at 11 oclock you seeing the clock, you feel fine, you can go to sleep after that.
And if everything goes well, if there is a room and space, you listening to the walking outside the strangers having a neighbor dialogue, if everything goes well, its a living room with the shed, not the curtain interior design, its a room, a bathroom, and a living room.
No guys.
You listening to me say, or imagining a little bit.....tell me, what are you doing right now in front of you, why everything so back drawn and everything inside that 4 points frames are nothing but false? Those actors or actress are young, and they making a huge money without you, and its with your story, all that, it makes you angry.
But no one listening it right now, they are not your stuffs, its not fair. Don't you think?
OU, describe to me what you think about life that means, not to you personally, but if you would love to imagine that kind of life, of what years in Ageless span you must....All these again, will forever, ever, has one thing to do with you.
Forever.
No, knocking on the door, only watching the content. No comment or approach to the personal thing, including everyone else existing life. What is an OU means to you in life, if that is every one of the human must fall away from you, and you already know that. You will never get back to those whom remain
Remain to exist.
Tell me, do you want to? With any power, you just wish to go and ruin anyone's life.
Tell me, anyone knowing that from the beginning ....any of my UB facebook. They never require to ask me, any of one of you girl. Never, ever, FOREVER.
